2016-10-21
Lately, I've been thinking a lot about what is going to happen after I die. Like, where I (not physically) would be going? I lost my eldest brother a few months ago. I didn't like him very much; but I had a special feeling as I watched him incinerated.
I don't believe in heaven and hell. Just as I do not believe in the God the churchgoers 'believe'. But I do believe there's someone up there who lends me a hand when I am in troubles. Should I say, 'thank God?'
2016-10-24
What a terrible day - having to raise some cash to cover credit card dues and other household expenses. If I can find a hundred thousand dollars or so, everything will be more pleasant.